忙啊！Busy busy

李宗盛的那首歌是這麼唱的 -- 許多的電話在響，許多的事要備忘，許多的門與抽屜開了又關關了又開，如此的慌張。我來來往往，我匆匆忙忙，從一個方向，到另一個方向。。。。
從前仗著自己年輕記憶力好，書總是要等到最後一分鐘才唸，做事也喜歡一心數用來省時間。現在書不管什麼時候唸，結果都是一樣記不住；自己仍然可以同時做多件事情，但似乎沒有一件事是按照原定計劃完成的。老是做著這個想著那個，但是一回頭又忘了剛剛在干啥。昨天在禱告時，半途中我竟然忘了向神說到哪兒了。。。我想是太忙了吧！真該沉靜一下自己的思緒，放掉一些繁瑣的事務，專注在少一點事情上。否則將來在育“老”院見到親人朋友，還得問 “請問您哪位呀？”

如果我們能像小孩一樣有多好？純真、心思簡單、沒有雜念、更沒有煩惱。難怪耶穌喜歡小孩，要我們回轉，成為小孩的樣式。阿布提供了以下一段孩子們的可愛對話與大家分享。。。
弟弟：上帝比房子還大嗎？
哥哥：是啊！
弟弟：那耶穌也是嗎？
哥哥：是啊！
弟弟：那祂怎麼能進得去房子裡面呢？
哥哥：………?????

I found myself losing trend of thought more frequently now. Yesterday I even forgot where I was in the middle of my prayer. I am gradually losing my multi-tasking ability as well and get side-tracked easily. For example, I was going to garage to pick up some stuff from the freezer to prepare for dinner. On my way to the garage, I noticed that I forgot to finish my laundry, so I started to do the laundry. Then I saw all the dusts in the laundry room, so I decided to go upstairs to get the vacuum cleaner. The minute I got to the second floor, I saw Vivian's room, and I decided to clean up her room first... I think I am too busy.